Saturday, July 29, 2006
used to be
woohoo~!
yesterday went dwn to chat with adrian.
haha.. he came to find me after work..
then i made him wait for me for an hour..
=x and of course, he did some grumbling..
haha.. who care? lols

kns.. he is realli "wolf with hello kitty skin*" sia
*mean can be deceive by his look
he is used-to-be ah beng..
ah.. he got tattoos every where hidden under his clothes, sleeves..
omg!
i was bloody shock!
but anyway, he is damn cute..
he told me how he used to bring weapons to sch
and go for fights.. haha..
so excitng..
gt blood one leh! woohoo!~
love it! =x

waiting for more exciting midnite chat session with him.. =)
*tml tml tml!!*

<3 JellY 2:57 AM

Thursday, July 27, 2006
i did it!
woohoo~!
Bf result is out.
hmm, did i tell u guys that my project only got a C+
while the rest of the class either get a B or a high B..
that kinda depress me..
so FS decided to buck up for ICA 3
woohoo~! and i make it!
although it's a mere 15% only..
i managed to get 14%!!
and the 1% is due to careless mistake. =(
but overall i think i did pretty well *muacks myself*
so now, let's pray we can get this kinda mark for exam!
hard work pay.
i even d/l xtra qns to do..
and bother to ask beng for those i am nt sure!
haha..
*Happy*


this morning was smoking at the back of the MRT, as usual
smoke and staring blankly at the floor
then gt a guy approach me..
kns.. i tot he wat plainclothes mata, wanna catch me..
but actually he wanted to ask for my no.
lols..
quite cute.23 years old.=x
hmm.. lols.. god's birthday present for me?
haax.
let's stop fascinating..
okay okay, it's only fs who is fascinating..lols


<3 JellY 8:13 PM

Wednesday, July 26, 2006
short of time
exam around the corner..
or in fact it's just one week and one day to exam..
haiz..
how how ?
i am so so so lazy..
lect notes make me slpy.
i wanna score well.
but it's seem to be damn hard
hmm..
MOTIVATE ME!

am i thinkin too much?
or is there something realli wronG?
fren seem to be weird.
she wasn't like this..
brain-washed by too much love
or am i the one making her feel bad?
hmm..
i knw wat le..
next time i shall just shut up
and hack care all the fcukin thing..
not a bad idea ar?

dun ask me for opinion.
dun ask me for advice.
dun ask me anything.
i dun wanna to be caught in the middle anymore.

i wanna bring happiness to everyone around me
but if giving them happiness,
causes me to be unhappy
then wat's tat for?
men shall be selfish..

i have so many problem
but i dun like to confront ppl abt it,
coz i know everyone has their own problem
i dun wanna add on to angels around me
so next time, when u see i am quiet or thinkin of smthing,
let me be..
=]

During youth lect,
our lecturer asked,
"if u are in a plane, and there is only one oxygen mask,
will u give it to the kid beside u, or u will take it?"
most propbably,
u guys will give it to the kid..
but think the other way,
if in the process u are helpin the kid,
u are lack of oxygen,
who is gonna help the kid then?
so the model ans is that:
u take it first, then help the kid.

hmm.. i think it's kinda meaningful
u guys shld think abt it..
=)

"I can't continue guessing
Because it's only messing
With my pride, and my mind"
if u want it to be like this.
then we shall let it be..
nothing to say abt anymore,
i am just your the another toy,
haa.

i tried my best to be the most happy girl u ever seen
but remember wat i told u,
i won't give face to ppl who show their attitude to me
and i dun care who u are.

ah.. 12 le.. omg!
fuckin hell..
time wait for me..
i need to study ICT!
arghh!
nitex angels! =)

-快乐的事一定还会有-

<3 JellY 11:54 PM

Monday, July 24, 2006
只牵你的手
this is so romantic~!


就算世界有尽头 别怕诱惑邢朦多 只牵你的手

i just wanna hold that special someone's hand
but the person is yet to be found~!
lols..

<3 JellY 8:57 PM

Friday, July 21, 2006
this world is black?
arggh!! i am 自闭 again!
fuck.. i look so down and moody..
why why why?
birthday doesn't excite me anymore.
and in fact, i'm quite lazy to prepare the stuff.


Maybe it's because of tuition,
which almost vomitted pool and pool of blood..
effort put in, saliva run dry..
yet she doesn't seem to understand..
such a failure, FS!


RTM presentation next week..
haiz.. wat is tat bloody ass gonna say abt again?
"oh.. ur idea is lame"
fuck him..


Dun even have the mood to smoke..
vanilla coke, i drank 2 bottles today..
yet it's doesn't seem to help.


someone texted me on msn, "send me songs lehx"
damn du lan..
i replied, "i am nt ur search engine, find someone else"
serious!
this kinda "fren" dun want also like tat,
only will talk to u when they need something.
go eat shit!


okay, today FS is the devil..
too much of angel-ish,
people climb all over ur head!
climb some more lo,
i will make sure u fall. =p


He make me even mad-er
two days one sms
he think i wat?
his hobby ar?
fuck fuck fuck!
but nvm i took revenge..
i smsed him,
"btw next week i having bbq, u see u free or
not lo. not free then nvm. if u coming then sms me.
but i think u 99% won't be coming rite?"
haha.. first time, fs is so attitude in her msg to him.
watever.. who started being the devil first?
*hmph* dun think i like u, u can treat me like a toy!
u bloody ass.
u said u didn't wanna add on to my misery
but there u are, adding them on unknowingly.


Frends: Next time just tell me.. they sux..
and prevent me from going near them!!
thanks.


hmm.. maybe i should get some of this..


Mood Food Formula
Stay Happy

A best-selling complex of vitamins, herbs and amino acids for maintaining well-tuned brain chemistry and a happy, balanced state of mind. Not advisable if pregant, or taking fenfluramine or anti-depressants. Contains phenylanine.

*dun come near me again*


<3 JellY 11:22 PM

past life
woohoo~! got this from th's blog.. my past life.. quite true leh..


Your past life diagnosis:
I don't know how you feel about it, but you were male in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern South of Latin America around the year 800. Your profession was that of a warrior, hunter, fisherman or executor of sacrifices.


Your brief psychological profile in your past life:

You always liked to travel and to investigate. You could have been a detective or a spy.


The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:

You should develop your talent for love, happiness and enthusiasm and you should distribute these feelings to all people.



okay.. now u see.. why fs is so man, sometime..lols..
ain't i suppose to be revisingmy b.f... lols.. nvm.. bf can wait.=x
one more goody news! Hafiz is going for my bbq, if nothing crop up last min..
and tat noti boy wanna make me drunk! hmph! lols
that's mean gt ppl spons drinks le!! woohoo~!


*i had en0ugh of ur attitude*

<3 JellY 1:16 AM

Wednesday, July 19, 2006
BIG BIG BIG bear bear

woohoo! my first birthday's present!
lols.. by Tommy xiao di..
CUTE ar..
haha.. BIG BIG BIG BIG BEAR BEAR!
woohoo~! lols


okay, now let me start to grumbling..
shss.. just bear with me.=x
have u done something u tot it was rather nt bad
yet ppl start to say, "EeEe.. SO UGLY!"
wtf..
come on lor, i knw u have high standard
but not everyone can reach the standard u want lor.
FUCK!
i also gt spent time and effort de leh..
by this time, u are already aslp
yet, i am still struggling with the ppt..
WTF la!
go eat SHIT! GO!
hmph!


*B'day wish: i want u to see me blow out the candles*

<3 JellY 2:34 AM

Saturday, July 15, 2006
-.-"
thanks xiao wei! how u knw i gt nothing to do! lols.. ai si ni le! =x


Favourite
Colour - Orange, black
Song - ill be there for u (Bon Jovi), Shi jie wei yi de ni (cao ge)
Movie - School of Rock
Sport - soccer, floorball,basketball,cycling
Season - summer
Day of the week - sat
Ice cream flavour - chocolaties! the more the merrier! =)


Current
Mood - nt in the mood. yet i gt to study BF =(
Addiction - blogging.. smoking
Crave - swensen ice cream, vanilla coke, chocolate.
Thought - have u given up on me?
Surrounding - living room.
Loathe - FLU!! NO $!
Need - panadol.


First
Love - sec 2.
Memory - ??
Failure - a..hmm..
Death thought - ending of sec2 beginning of sec 3. life sux then.
Loathe - FLU. lizard
Underwear - shld be some auntie type de. lols. mummy buy one ma.=x
School - pap at jurong town CC


Last
Last time i visited the toilet - 12 midnight.
Last watched TV - 10.30p.m
Last lie - i went to smoke, but told some one i went to meet my fren.
Last hope given to you - he entering my life.
Last dream that i had - i was in this big field, and i saw strange things. lols.


Have you ever
Have you ever seen a man been slaughtered - live telecast? nope.
Have you ever seen a rat being rundown by a car - yup. it's disgusting
Have you ever think that you can't live w/o love - not really.
Have you ever think that your fart smells - my fart smells good. ask sthmx. they knw! lols
Have you ever think that one day your dream will come true - YESH YESH YESH! of course
Have you ever fell down from a bike - yup. twice. once in malaysia, one in sg
Have you ever tasted insect cocktail - nope. but i dun mind trying


Do you
Do you love to fart or being farted at - i love to fart! come on it's better to being farted at. rite?

Do you think you have a bright future - of course.
Do you lie your way often - maybe. i force ppl to say i am cute. lols
Do you hate yourself sometimes - yes. but for a few second.
Do you think that you are fat - nope.
Do you think your friends are true friends - maybe. i dunno. i trust them all to be nice angels.


Regret
Regret being the first child - nope. coz i am nt the 1st child.lolx
Regret knowing that someone special : nope.
Regret buying contact lenses - of course nt! lols
Regret going to Poly - nope.
Regret being hurt before by guys - nope. lessons are learnt and i grow up from there.
Regret in working - no. money rocks! haax


Who to do this?

*the little black sheep*

<3 JellY 1:10 AM

Thursday, July 13, 2006
blah blah blah
"You're slowly understanding your current situation for what it really is, which is a good thing. You have nothing to worry about right now. Things may be quiet, but they're good."

woohoo! that's wat horoscope tell me..
hmm..
Are things realli good?
i dunnox. and maybe i just dun wanna knw..
i am a superwoman today!
i only drink milo in the morning
then afternoon eat fishball and popiah
till nite!
woohoo!
no appetite to eat.
so i went out to smoke!
yesh, smoke again!
and i dun feel realli well today.
my head is like spinning..
haha.. but i manage to survive 1 and a half hour of tuition..
headache now and then..
suddenly flu. hell!
i am totally in a foul mood in the evening till nite..
i give LJ face where ever i go out..
i think ppl see le also scare..=x

today is the bloody first time i din reply his sms..
hahax..
he can dun reply my sms..
so can i.
wat goes around turn around..

lackin of slp!
yet, i couldn't slp at nite..
that's explain why i am bloggin so much this few days.
and my brain ain't functioning properly..
still gt RTM pro,Family &youths and ICT presentation..
that's hell!
and next week gt bF ica.
i totally think i can't make it for BF
i hate BF..
maybe one day i will start to like BF,
but i knw it's nt now..
=x

i wanna lessen my parents' burden..
i wanna pay everything by myself..
but with my income how can i afford?
although, i din take any pocket money
and paid for my own transportation..
we are still having a hard time..
i cut down on shoppin..
btw, i haven't buy any clothes for a bloody long time..
and i dun buy on impluse..
yet, the money dun seem enough.
and the worst part is exam is coming..
i want to score well.
i want my parents to be proud of me..
like last sem.
but haix.
i dun think i can make it.
plus i want to go back to visit my ah ma!

*tell me: u'll be there for me*

<3 JellY 11:34 PM

Wednesday, July 12, 2006
super duper long entry.
it's been some time tat i went nite cycling
it's shiok! yeah..=)
sweating like nobody biz!
love it!
but i dunno why.. my ankle's skin is "tearing"
but there is no blood.. sian!
i love blood! =x


smoke so so much today!
14 ciggies.. gonna rch a pkt
ain't i suppose to cut down?
and there i am smoking and smoking..
save me..
when my chocolate can't save me anymore.


next week gonna get my guitar! woohoo!
a left-handed classical guitar!
teck, must be free hor!
anyway, i dun care u free or not
u must go with me! =x
and help me tune the guitar.. lols..
coz i dunno how.


when jelly become real jelly-ish,
will anyone out there help her find her way?
i am losing my ability to be that strong, independent FS..
friends out there, please remind me nt to trust anyone easily again..
no matter how handsome, how pitiful,how chio..... that person is.

Angel:"give ppl a chance, give urself a chance! there are kind ppl around u!=)"
Devil:"dun be so naive jelly! u kena cheated so many times
from a ah ma to strange ppl, u still wanna believe them? u gong one ar!"



there they are fightin again.. lols
*think too much*
i trust ppl easily.. esp my fren...
yet some make good use of my "weak" point to attack me..
how nice! fucking ugly world! argghh..



"God's delay are not God's denials. God's timing is perfect.
Patience is all we need".
yeah.. i believe..
i just hope that god is listening..


i am nt sad.. i am nt angry..
i am disappointed..
thanks to those who make me realise that men
are the ugliest creatures.. thanks ar!



We all made mistakes in life..
it's nt too late to realise.
i made mine too..
i am a person who have low EQ
when i am angry.. or when i am pms-ing
realli! so i accidentally make ppl felt that
i am blaming on them..etc
sorry.. that's all i can said..



And my beloved grandma is ill..
she fainted at home the other day..
and fuck! some ppl in my family..
is already targetting on her money and the bungalow..
FUCK FUCK FUCK!
she haven't die leh! *touch wood*
we are all afraid that she will kena stroke..
she can't speak properly now..
='(
i want back my healthy ah ma!








i dun understand leh.. why kitten kena killed when ppl masturbate?
explain!




i wanna go on a merry-go-around ride!
grant my wish!=)



Fix you- coldplay
**When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
and the tears come streaming down your face
when you lose something you can't replace
when you love some one but it goes to waste could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you
High up above or down below
When you too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know Just what you're worth**

*when god said "NO".. thank him!*


<3 JellY 11:39 PM

Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Presentation chaos...
Presentation was disaster..
i think..
i dropped the fuckin cue card while presenting!
wat the hell!
make a fool out of myself.
hELL!
Somehow our grp's idea is simple
and not really interesting,
except the christmas theme thingie..
some more we last grp!
wtf!!!


Btw, have u guys read today's NEW PAPER?
Why did Zizou butt-headed that Materazzi?
fuck.. lip-reader said that Materazzi was calling him names!
and he insulted his religion and stuffs!
okay, that's wat the italian do to get the Champ!
fuck.. like that win they also song..
NO SPORTMANSHIP!
and the theme of the WC is to anti-racism..
and see what the italian had done..
Materazzi if he realli said anything related to racism
and caused my GOD(Zidane) to kena Red card..
then what can we conclude abt the italy team?
dirty little fellow.. doing dirty acts..
HELL!!

I kena followed by a strange uncle again!
fuck!
he said he wanna play bb with me
and he just followed me and played with me..
obviously i din play, i just sat there and smoke..
lols..
fuck off la, strange uncles!!

*actually, we dun realli need each other*

<3 JellY 11:39 PM

WC FINAL

Woohoo! well done FS! u finish ur MM! =)
Yesterday WC final, was a fucking disaster!
Zidane, u r the god..
yet sometimes, god can get control by devil!
arggh..
His last game, his last shame,his last chance to show off his 铁头功..
haha..
Bye bye $10... but nvm.. France overall did a nice job!
Congrat Italy!! 4 times WC winner!

Here come ZIDANE's 铁头功!!












<3 JellY 12:20 AM

Saturday, July 08, 2006
charm-ed
As usual, after a long train ride from YCK back to lakeside,
the first thing i will do is to have a puff somewhere in the mrt station


but today, it's so suay .. hmm or should i say i am lucky
my "usual" places were all occupied by human!


So i went to the back of the MRT station and like being punished by teacher,
standing there like a fool, puffing..
hmm.. i was thinkin i look dumb..
so i decided to walk to the next bus stop,
which is quite near the mrt station..


And the bloody thing is it's fuckin hot this afternoon!
Walk walk walk, Sweat sweat sweat
then i saw a familiar car..
with red and blue light on top!
it's him! and his "laugh laugh laugh" collegue.
He was so into lookin at dunno what,
probably his old sec sch kena torn down.
but hor, kaox, he looked so charming!
when he is concentrating doing smthing.
hahax. that he din notice me.
until i smiled at him.
=)


he looked freakin shock..
he smsed me when i am on the bus.
told him i am reachin my hse.
and i saw his car at the oppt kopitiam
under my blk patroling around..
i sms-ed him.. what r u doing under my blk? lols
he said something like, "jelly, u wear till very nice today!"
lols.. tryin to change topic!
then he parked his "cool" police car at the road side
just to wait for me to buy my lunch and see me go up to my blk!
heex. so sweet of him! =P
*认真的男人最帅!*
*droolin*

<3 JellY 2:39 AM

Wednesday, July 05, 2006
connected by hearts!
Even though, we dun sms everyday single day
but whenever i am down or watsoever,
my Hp will beeep!
And it's alway U!
hahax. we are connected by our hearts!
muackiex.
almost 3 weeks never see him..=(
but there is always excitment when i see police car!
lols.. everytime wondering is he the one who is drving! lols
sch was a total disaster.
projects and icas.
a few more weeks to exam.
*dead meat*
tutoring every day till 9.30.
and somemore, WC final is coming soon!
die die die!
should i let them perish themselves or shld i help?
but.. the devil is now doing the talkin to me..=x
maybe i am just PMS-ing.lols.
such a nice girl like me,
will maybe help them..haax.

<3 JellY 12:53 AM

Sunday, July 02, 2006
Finallly!
Finally a new blogskin.. woohoo!
hope u guys like them ba..
the theme is abt angel and devil..
all of us have got a angel and devil in us.
hahax.. so deng deng..

when pool-ing yesterday,
woohoo!
i gt almost all the blackie ball! =D
teck gt 2 of the black ball. haha..
great improvement!
i lost only 2 games.
one because the black ball when in when it's not it's time to go in.
and one because of teck!
first shot, the blackie went in le!
lols..

and the suay thing is: my finger kena the pool table.
and there's goes my finger.



woohhoo~!

I love this pic, 2 balls and a stick.

grabbed from teck hui's webby!

arghh! and england is out!! wtf.

Rooney let his temper control him,

and the referee reward him with a RED card.

and the freaking thing is, BRazil has lost to FRance!!

omg.. 5 years champ.. wth..



thanks Cristiano Ronaldo.. thanks for being such a busybody!

*the little things, made who i am today*


<3 JellY 5:27 PM

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