=) i am ur angel,

and sadly u're my devil.lols

things are getting complicated.

it's not just about u and me.

it's about every single one who are close to us.

and worst of all, i myself is getting damn complicated.

i dun even knw who i am now.

obviously i hate ur world.

and maybe i hate myself too.

i love u still, yesh i do.

but there are too many things beside loving u

i need to consider.

i just want a simple bf, a simple r/s

too much to ask for?

stop telling me how well u treat me than ur other girlfriends.

i dun like it.

they really dun matter at all.

teach me how to love

tell me how u want me to be.

i have my own expectation as ur gf.

i wanna be the one who help u clean up ur room

make breakfast for u..

these are the things i never do before.

thinkin too much kills.

but i cant dun think abt anything at all.

will leaving be a good solution?

hmm. i think i need some time for me to think thru again.

and hey, my bf usually dun last for 3months.

and our 3 month is coming up!

haax. it's a curse. u see. =x

today's weather in IM room is sunny!

Ms chia was in a bloody good mood.

haha..=)

i was nt scolded!! woohoo~!

i dun have a very strong heart.

i cannot take attacks again and again.

i just want u to be safe and sound.

i feel weak.

i am afraid.

could u just be obedient and listen to me for once?

today is Tuesday.

tml is Wednesday.

which is Valentine day.

wahah..

next week is monday

monday is chinese new year.

=)

i'm bored.

i am bored. just killin time. =)


1.what made you happy this week ?
- hmm.. playing puzzle bobble with giraffe and i win! lols


2.what made you sad this week?
- IM.


3.has someone/somebody make you happy
lately?
- yup! =) alot.


4.how are you feeling at the moment?
- hungry.


5.are you the type of person who easily
gets hurt?
- maybe not, after so many experiences.lols i am strong..=x


6. do you cry?
- once a yr? twice a yr?


7.have you ever been to a point in your
life that you've thought about giving
up?
- almost went to god's side.


9. the last movie you watched?
- One last dance


10. with who?
- giraffe.


11. the last song you heard?
- "WO"- mayday's


12. the last thing you bought?
- pocky, ice tea


13. the last place you went?
- Jurong east


14. the last food you ate ?
- sweets.


15. the last thing you heard from your
parents?
- this month's hp bill y so expensive? lols


16. the last thing you said to your
parents?
- Not mind la, it's kor + internet


17. the last thing you said to one of
your friends?
- i make cheesecake for u when i am free


18. the last thing you read?
- seventeen


19. the last person you called?
- ming xian


20. the last person who called you?
- giraffe.


21. the last person who msg you?
- giraffe


22. the last person who said you're
pretty/handsome?
- hmm... hmm...


23. the last person who gave you a
testimonial?
- wanti! =)


24. the last person who messaged you in
msn?
- a..a..a...


25. the last person/s you're with?
- giraffe


26. the last person you kissed
goodnight?
- giraffe.


27. the last person you kicked?
- hmm.. i dun kick, i only bite and pinch. lols


28. the last person you think of before
going to sleep?
- giraffe.


29. the last thing you're going to do
before going to sleep?
- brush my teeth before it get rot again.lols


30. the last time you went clubbing?
- new yr eve


31. What song are you listening to now?
- tian shi- mayday's


33.whatwould you do if someone tells u
he/she likes u?
- i will ask him, "huh, then where's my flowers?" lols


34. where do u live?
- heaven


35. what can't you live w/out?
- sweets, vanilla coke, giraffe, everything, everyone. =)


shit! so fast, today is already sunday!
ah.. monday dun come so fast can?
lols.


tml going out with xs and cockster!
woohoo~! sure gonna be fun one! =)
coz got two lamer + cockster + snowman
lols..


anyway, let's pray hard that monday
will be a good day. and nothing terrible
will happen. yea?


and also i wanna congrat
**GRACE TAN** AND **MING XIAN**
see hardwork do pay off yea. =) well done. muacks!


i bought giraffe a pair of shoes for valentine,
but they said he will run away de. lols.
cannot buy shoes. but never mind i got
a very good contingency plan! haha..
i bought a handcuff bracelet for him! lols
cuff him to me..
nanenanepoopoo! u cannot run away! =p

the more rounds it goes, the merrier we will be. =)

The atmosphere is damn weird in IM.

i am not sure if i am too sensitive or watsoever.

put urself in his shoe how would u probably feel?

i knw i wont feel good but the worst part is..

i cannot do anything abt it.

no one wants the situation to be like now,

it's so awkward.

and no one has the rights or the power to change.

but no matter wat happen,

we five will remain as sisters yea?

and i am very sure that no one will be left out in the team!

i can't wait for weekend!

weekend faster come.

i am mentally dead for the gonna be 5 days training!

for god-knw how long i haven't been updating.
i'm too busy.
i'm not in the mood.
i have got nothing to blog.
i'm too tired.
u choose which one u wanna accept. =x


anyway, emrs have just been over.
and rumors spread that i am going to IM.
actually it's doesnt really bothers me
coz wat realli matter, is that TEP
will be over soon. and Deng deng!
YEAR3 is finally here.


and after graduation i will find a place to move!!!
woohoo~!


and the next part is specially for my dear rong rong!!
since her bday is coming!=)

after her 20th bday
i promise: